Still here!

Hello Everyone!
I am so sorry it has been so long. I do have a reason for this though. This site was to be my journal through surrogacy. Well, that journey ended on June 16. I will probably pop in here once in a while to let you know what is going on with my life but right now we are not at all focusing on a baby. I just wanted you to know that I am doing very well. My doctor put me on 20mg of Paxil and is still working on getting my sleeping regulated. Ellie is still such a huge blessing to our lives and we don't want to take anything away from our time with her by adding a baby to our family right now. I started a new job as an elementary school librarian and I absolutely love it. AND I am taking flute lessons. I am repairing my relationship with God--which I struggled with after our surrogate's D&C in mid-June. My infertility care group which I lead at our church may have two new ladies come to the next meeting! I thank you all for your support. Yes, we are considering adoption. We are considering an egg donor. But we have SO much debt we want to try to pay some of it off before we embark on another adventure. I hope all of you are doing well. Please write anytime. :)