Hello my friends. Sorry I have not updated in a long time. I have been avoiding it. As you can probably guess the heartbeat stopped while we were in Europe. J had a D&C on June 16th. We were in Russia when we found out the news--my dad called the ship. We were/are devastated.
The cruise was amazing. We loved London and are so glad we planned three days there before we got on the cruise. I am just now starting to get back on this time zone. We were up to 11 hours off at one point on the trip. Talk about jet lag. We got home on the night of the 19th did tons of laundry, paid some bills, had a couple dr. appts and drove 14 hours to Oregon on the 22nd. My parents have a lake house that is our favorite getaway. We look forward to it every summer and couldn't wait to get here. We are in Oregon now and doing a whole lot of nothing. We are spending a lot of time talking and trying to figure out what to do next. We have one frozen embryo left and it is pretty clear that it isn't worth it for me to go through another IVF. Money is a huge concern right now since we will be in debt for the next 25 years just from this last attempt.
Again, I am sorry for avoiding posting. I have just been taking a vacation from everything. I hope you are all doing well. I will try to get around to posting some pics from Europe soon.
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I'm so sorry.
Enjoy the rest of your time in Oregon.....Isn't it nice to have some time to do a whole lot of nothing? I am enjoying some of that as well.
My heart literally hurts for you both. If you were standing right here in front of me I would give you the biggest hug and wish that it could magically make everything just as you would want it to be.
Oh sweety, I'm as sorry as I can be. I think we'd all like to give you a big hug right now, try to make it better somehow. But try and enjoy your time in Oregon, rest and relax if you can, and thanks for posting - I know it was a hard one for you to write. {HUG}
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