Saturday, April 29, 2006

First Day of Testing

After dreaming about it all night--which surprised me--I finally got an e-mail from J just now. It says, "Nothing yet." It would be very early to have it be positive, I know. But still, wouldn't that be cool? Since I have never had a positive HPT all of this seems oddly foreign. I just think, "Well of course it is negative...what else would it be?" Not in a sarcastic way, just in a realistic way being all that I know.

This morning I started bleeding which freaked me out. I am not expecting my period until the end of next week. I usually have a day or two of spotting too. Hmmmm. My body is still really messed up from all the shots and my BBs are KILLING me. I always thought it was from all the progesterone they gave me after the transfer but since I haven't had any this time it must be from all the shots. I will actually be glad to have this cycle overwith so my body can go back to 'normal.' Whatever that is.

2 comments:

Dee said...

I'm stalking your journal. :)
this morning would be 5 days past your transfer correct? As you know, you've got a few days before I'd start to worry.
Good luck tomorrow morning.
Just for a reminder, my first faint "am I seeeing things or is something there, I'll go outside to llok at it in the light" line came at 5 days past our 5 day transfer. ut I wasn't sure that a line was forming for sure until the next morning. (around 5am) so almost 6 days past our 5 day transfer, and we had twins.
Crossing my fingers for you!

Aileara said...

I just found your blog, and will be following it through your journey. I'm an IM, we're 16 weeks pregnant with a singleton. Sending prayers your way for a positive test soon.